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June 15 2017

Being depressed is okay? Nem . Nem kéne a múlton rágódnom, nem kéne hogy fájjon, még is fáj. Nem kicsit hiányzik ami volt. Nem tehetek róla. Nem tehetek ellene. Az ellen sem, hogy közben élvezem azt ami Most van és izgalommal kellene tekintenem a jövőbe. Valahogy, ha a múltról van szó, mindig úgy fáj. Ha a jövőről, akkor pedig rettegek. A múlt miatt, boldog emlékeket akarok nem szomorúakat. Ha most félek a jövőtől, azt jelenti, hogy valami nincs rendben a jelenemben. De mi az ami nincs rendben, mikor elméletileg mindennek jónak kéne lennie? Az nincs rendben, hogy fogalmad sincs milyen a depresszió, vagy a szorongás. Aki nem éli át, elképzelni sem tudja, és mjvel nem érti, empátiára is képtelen. Hát, sajnálom, hogy ilyen magányosan alakul az életem, mert emiatt mindig egyedül érzem magam. :( szeretném ha át adhatnám ezt az érzést valakinek, hogy tudja, és onnantól kezdve nem lenne szükségem semmiféle magyarázkodásra. Hogyan mondhatnám el, hogy mi fáj, mikor minden fáj?

May 28 2017

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May 07 2017

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My dad made a friend on Orcas Island…💚

look at this sweet face “hi hello human I am cute”

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May 06 2017

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Dont stare.

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Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.
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April 20 2017

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