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June 29 2019


What is Love ?

I tried. I swear I tried really hard. I just can't explain why I failed, why was it so hard for me to be happy. I was smiling every day, to pretend, but deep inside Im dead. I want to live like others, I want to live normal. I wanted it so hard, I was acting like a normal person. Having a job, keep my anxiety in secret, go to parties, meet new ppl, showing how much I care but the truth is I dont. I hate to go to work. I hate ppl and I always feel so fcking tired. And money doesnt make me happy. And im scared at parties. And it was painfull to smile. I cant live a "normal" life. Im suffering from my own mind. I wont have kids, Im not able to do parenting. Im not stable enough. And also my depression can be genetical. As far as I know it's in the family, just as scizophreny, and borderline. I dont want to reproduce myself, bc I dont want to give none of my problems to my kid. I think Im able to be in a marriage, and have pets. But my family always asking the same boring questions , "when the baby is coming?" "When will you get a job?" "Why you look so sad? "You gained weight, aren't you? Try jogging!" And they say I'm such a horrible person they dont get how my fiance can handle me, and they say I'm a lazy person who doesnt give a shit about anything thats why im fat. Only He accepted me in a 100%. He knows who I really am, and he loves me. He's the only one in my life, the only thing why I don't mind that Im still alive.

September 22 2018

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What nobody tells people who are beginners — and I really wish someone had told this to me . . . is that all of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, and it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. 
But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase. They quit. Most people I know who do interesting, creative work went through years of this. We know our work doesn’t have this special thing that we want it to have. We all go through this. And if you are just starting out or you are still in this phase, you gotta know it’s normal and the most important thing you can do is do a lot of work. Put yourself on a deadline so that every week you will finish one story. 
It is only by going through a volume of work that you will close that gap, and your work will be as good as your ambitions. And I took longer to figure out how to do this than anyone I’ve ever met. It’s gonna take awhile. It’s normal to take awhile. You’ve just gotta fight your way through.
— Ira Glass
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April 12 2018

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This is just my edit but I fucking love this

"I just need a person" or "I just used a person"

I feel like the original way you read it says something about you.

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Edvard Munch - Consolation. 


March 02 2018

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different is better
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Bardziej tired niż bored, ale reszta pasuje... 
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You really should watch the video, where Kiri Østergaard Leonard, the author of this amazing artwork, talks about how she learned to draw. It's very motivating for every starting artist. Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQCI3zj3aIc
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